My sarcasm mode is so on!
For those who don’t know that I’m the luckiest girl in this whole wide world.
I got selected for NS.
Woohoo, I’m so happy.
Happier than striking Toto first prize, no joke.
I might be the thinnest girl with 165.52698cm height in the camp.
This sounds so cool!


I can defer it because I’m starting college.
I don’t want to because I don’t want to get blacklisted.
Yet, I’m incapable to have this “mission impossible” done.
The main reason is I have serious homesick.
The camp is so far from my place, it’s in another state.
I would be willing to go if my mum could follow.
To be true that I’m coward and I’m afraid of darkness without my mum near me.
I’m afraid of bathing alone and also the cold water.
I would probably get sick on the first day because I’m weak.
You can’t blame me because I was born thin, gene problem!


Government used a lot of money on this.
Food, facilities, staffs.
Since it’s costly, why don’t they choose suitable intellects or volunteers to attend this training?
They are wasting money on unnecessary thing.


The government shouldn’t choose randomly.
Ok, let’s say, this programme is to train us to be able to protect our country.
Ok, IF our country really got attacked.
Do you expect me, a 37kg girl with 165cm height to hold a M16 and stand on the front line to defend my country?
I imagine that and I laugh my ass off.
I doubt my ability.
I love my country, I can do it my way.
I love living with different races.
My country is special.
What I should do is be a good girl, good employee, good wife, good mother, a good citizen.


Don’t tell me it’s fun.
Let me ask you, was it supposed to be fun?
It’s a training camp.
There shouldn’t be fun but strictness and military discipline.
Waking up in the morning doesn’t mean being discipline.
It’s just good for health.


AM I RIGHT? =,=

This delights me when I feel lifeless.
A very touching one.
I highlight some of the performers who I think they did really well:
Justin Bieber, Jennifer Hudson, Enrique Iglesias, Jamie Foxx, Adam Levine, Pink, Celine Dion, Orianthi (on guitar), Nicole Scherzinger, Carlos Santana (on guitar), LL Cool J (rap), Will.i.am (rap), Snoop Dogg (rap), Busta Rhymes (rap), Swizz Beatz (rap), Iyaz (rap), Nipsey Hussle (rap), Kanye West.


Personally think that Miley Cyrus ruined the song *sorry Miley’s fans.
Keri Hilson should sing her part for God’s sake.
Adam Lambert should be a part of this.
Celine Dion did incredibly good.
The best is still Michael Jackson.


Michael Jackson always tried hard to unite the children of God.
His obligation is done and his sins are forgiven.
He is back to the side of God and he lives as an angel in heaven.
I always believe that it’s going to be the end of the world soon.
God is disappointed in us, the Earth is angry for being unappreciated.
Human beings are ungrateful.
I want to be in heaven although I don’t think that I deserve to be in.
I’m ready for my punishment, dear Lord.


We are the world.
We are the children.
We are the ones who make a brighter day.
So let’s start giving.
There’s a choice we’re making.
We’re saving our own lives.
It’s true we’ll make a better day.
Just you and me.

It’s very early in the morning now.
I just came home and prepared to get screwed few hours later.
Had been going out often, mum warned me.
I’ll be grounded because I was supposed to be home by 12am today.
I really want to blog.
Too bad, my laptop spoiled this morning.

I feel really moody.
Life is so bumpy.
Trust me, there is no so-called-ever lasting love.
Love disgusted me.
You told me how mighty how fantastic how great is your love.
Nah, you disappointed me.
I gave up since the second you said those to me.

Plus you asked if we’re still friends?
I thought of maybe expecting more?
Wow, ok then, friends then.
Only 2days, what is love?
Bullshit, yes! Let’s us all be single!
You’re not a victim, so please stop acting like one.
I’m not a victim too.
Just to tell you that we’re still friends.
Don’t make things bad, do things peaceful please.
I was nice to you and I’m still nice to you.
I really liked you, too bad, can’t forced.
We’re not match or suitable maybe.
Friend, I still love you, take care.

Laugh, laugh all you want.
For those who think that I made it, sorry for disappointing.
Ya ya ya, I failed again.
He asked me to at least give it a try, he said he won’t blame me.
I was always dependent on boyfriend.
It was always like “end of the world” for me when my ex boyfriends left.
I might not be single for very long but for a period, almost a year.
In this year, I had flings, had admirers and also admired someone.
I have learnt to sort things out myself, somehow I like to do it alone.
This year was undeniably hard for me because I became very emotional.
My mother always stopped me from having boyfriend ever since I had my first “date”.
Yet, she became supportive now, I think?
I was shocked that day she joked “Go get a boyfriend and stop being that emo!”
She said it in a sarcastic way but somehow I think she meant it, haha.


These 3days were stressful and made me feel suffocated.
No, he is great. *Just don’t reply my messages sometimes and whack me with hard pillow, haha!
I was whole time worrying about not being a good girlfriend.
You’re someone’s girlfriend, you have to behave like one.
You can go out with friends, but not often because you respect your boyfriend.
That’s MY perception.


I took a quiz today, it says that I give in 95% in a relationship and expect 5% in return.
Yes, this was the OLD me, I always liked to be the dedicated and devoted one.
I hesitated which means I have doubts.
Somehow, I think that I’m not capable anymore.
Jane asked me if I’m ok about the break up.
I said I’m ok but I sighed for failing again because I didn’t want to fail myself and fail him.
Jane said “Man man lei” (Take it slow)


I was tensed before confessing how I feel beneath.
I was surprised that he accepted, understands and respects my decision.
I thought that he’ll hate me like forever, *I had bad experience for this, I’m scared.
I know he is sad deep inside but he accepted.
He said he loves me, love is freedom, can’t be forced.
Thank you for everything, love.
You taught me a lesson.
Thanks for being so understanding, supportive and accept what I am.
You know that I hate long-distance-relationship so much.
We might have a chance after you finish your studies in Melbourne?
Fate brought us together, let’s see if we can go further.

I’m typing blog using BlackBerry because my laptop spoiled.
I want a MacBookPro but it’s so friggin expensive.
I opened my eyes at 3.00pm due “late night drama” at 7am.
Or you call it early, and I watched with my mum.
She’s so cool, stayed up so late to watch a drama!
Autumn’s Concerto is coming to an end.
Last episode this week, nooooooooooooo
And you know what?
Ms.Jane was stubborn to not watch Autumn’s Concerto.
Her younger sister started watching, then her elder sister.
She is now in Bangkok and she finished almost 19 episodes.
PLEASE CALL ME THE QUEEN!
The feeling was extremely great when I asked her
“I told you it’s awesome, right?”
She said “yea, it’s nice”
O-M-G, holy crap, I had the best feeling ever on 2010! haha
Some who haven’t watched it, come on.
Watch it, you’ll never regret!
My introduction is always good

I was unwilling to get up from my possessive bed!
But I had to, or else my mum would have fired her machine gun.
I checked facebook using my phone.
I received a message from a secondary classmate, Weng Soon.
Weng Soon, you changed a lot! O_O
I browsed through some of my secondary schoolmates’ profiles.
I feel so bad.
Some of them, I didn’t respond to their friend request.
I viewed their blogs.

I’m not even a friend to Janet.
I didn’t even know Amanda and Sze Hwei are having bad times.
I didn’t approve Sarah’s friend request, she was my best helper in our class.
I just approved her……and Benji!
Audrey and Jasmine used to be the kind prefects that I liked to bully.
Unexpectedly, Audrey linked my blog…………*dropped jaw.
Does Ching Yee have facebook?
Ching Yee and Lih Pyng were also always bullied by me *in a nice way.
I love them too.
Yuan San and me are friends but he couldn’t recognize me at first! haha
And the twin brothers that I can’t recognize/differentiate!
Chai Peek didn’t approve my friend request!
Does Jon Jon have facebook?
Some of them joined my page!
You guys are raawwwrrsome, man!
Accept my apology for being so ignorant!

You know what?
The “nerd” girls started putting on make up! *No offense, my friends.
Not nerd but the study type lah.
I was one, I wore spec, held a book and sat in a corner.
I was kind of the-not-so-study-type but at least I got 6A’s ok!
The straight A’s students put on make up *FALSE LASHES!!!
I’m not a straight A’s student, so I can put! hahahaha
That is so friggin cool!
Some of you did it the wrong way, oops, I tried to act pro.
We should really have a day out.
And I’ll teach you girls my secret methods.

A person I miss the most is my hubby!
He is always the exceptional one, you all don’t be jealous! haha
Haha, he finds me really annoying and irritating.
I loved to stick with him all the time and called him “lao gong”
Hahahahaha, he usually ran away when he saw me.
He’s Wei Rong.
I cried for him when he left our school.
He hates me, too bad for me

Ignore my sleepy face.


February 17,
SOMEONE said he misses me.
3hours later, he was outside my hotel room door.
He came to Penang all the way from Kuala Lumpur just to see me.
I feel touched.


You wondered who he is?
That’s him
Don’t fail me.
I’m not trying to be manipulative but to protect myself.
I’m sorry but I’m afraid, I feel insecure and unsecured.
I will try my best.

This is the first time that something made me scold CCB on my facebook profile.
I normally don’t use vulgar words, publicly, you know.
This incident pissed me off, but, made me laugh too.
My friend told me that somebody faked me with 2profiles.
HER name is Jolyn Daph.


Come come, let’s be busybody.
Just click on it
Faker 1
Faker 2


Hehehehe, did you notice something about Jolyn Daph’s PERFECT PARTNER?
Well, I didn’t say anything.
Yet, it’s very obvious, right?
Couldn’t she write a better description of me?
Don’t say much because I don’t want to make her famous but I think I just did, haha!
Anyway, I didn’t even know what is facebook when I was 14 year-old.
I was still wearing my nerdy spec and honestly, still playing with Barbie dolls.
BUT, I was not lame because my friend helped me to create a Friendster profile

We are meant to be sisters.


I love my sister.
I love my family.
God bless her.
God bless my family.
Take everything except my family members.
Car total lost is okay, as long as you’re fine.

Daph says:

Hello people, happy Chinese New Year!!

I’m good I’m good but I’m busy, haha!!
As you know that I’m a family girl or you can say a mama’s girl
I love occasional days because my family comes together.
It’s Chinese New Year eve today, dad came.
I’m waiting for my second sister to be home.


Everyone shops before Chinese New Year!
Family girl always stays with mum, like me
I accompanied my mum to Mid Valley, Sunway Pyramid, One Utama and…
Too many to say, so I’ll just make it short.


Ole Ole Bali, a really nice place to chill.
My mum loves to dine here.



I just like to add speech bubbles.
I’m sorry if I annoyed you
Jane loves that a lot but she can’t find the suitable size.
From Cotton On.



Some from Nichii.
Mummy, thanks for the Cheongsam.
I can’t wait to wear it tomorrow!
I love my new Nose gladiator too!



It worths the price.
I love it, it looks really sweet.



I love this the most.
Isn’t she beautiful? She’s wonderful.
I adore her and I call her angel



I started to use these because he said something.
I bet he likes a pair of smooth and soft hands.



Say hello to my new pair of Charles and Keith!
I actually wanted it black but it’s new arrival, size 36 is out of stock
She impresses me with her elegance.



My mood is getting better and more stable recently.
Big thanks to mr.MEL, my bff kicimel, you are the best…of the best!
Trying to balance my emotions, being emotional kills cells, haha!
Thanks for the self-hypnosis CD, I don’t need sleeping pills nowadays.
Last night was devastating, luckily I had my kicimel to pull me out from emo-ness.
Some people take me for granted! Some! Not one!
Such a big failure, Daphne!
It’s okay it’s alright! I’m taking the advises.
I will not be so nice to all anymore, I want to be selfish and love myself more!
And so, kicimel and AJ would stop calling me stupid and innocent.
Yes, kicimel, I AM ENLIGHTENED and I love you, bff!


OH YA,

Happy Valentine’s Day too!

I hate Valentine’s day, please ignore me

Yet, I received a Valentine’s gift last night, haha!
Thank you so much, mysterious guy!

My-simply-unlike-rocker-style with smudgy thick eye make up.
Fashion failure because I was too lazy to put on my heels.


Long overdue post in the ending of year 2009.
After Christmas eve, sisters were back to their “busy” lifestyle.
As usual, Vincent boy (my so-called-pet-brother) spent his holiday in our place.
Yea, I “hate” him because my mum loves him.
It was Christmas, dad spent with us.
I meant, dad, mum, Vincent and me only.
We had dinner at Sunway Pyramid.
Then, switched place to Mid Valley.
3 of them chilled in Irish bar while I enjoyed stillness in Starbucks.



Last year’s Christmas was awful because of family splitting.
At least I had you by my side but not anymore.
This was how I spent my Christmas night.
Don’t worry, there were 2mugs of plain water.



He is too adorable to be hated, haha!
I love him because he loves me somehow



The next day, Vincent had a war in my room.
He fired his machine gun, M16 or whatever nuclear bomb beside my ear.
Why am I always the one to be “disturbed”? =,=
He was really excited because my parents promised to bring him to Aquaria.
So unfair, my parents never asked to bring me there.
I’m not sure if they didn’t. Or they did?
I can’t remember but I remember Singapore’s.
Super long queue on that day.



I was stone-ing in Starbucks because I didn’t want to enter *for a reason.
Next stop, dad’s favourite place, Hard Rock cafe.



Woohoo, thanks for the Hard Rock tops.



This poser got all the attention he could have in that place!
The best Nachos in town and my choice of lamb shank.



Then, Concorde hotel!
I love Vincent so much because he is lovable *sometimes.
I love my mum the most because she is my love <3
p/s:My mum always asks me to take pictures for her and Vincent.
p/s 2:She never asked to take picture with me, wth?



I miss my hair



Shopped in shopping malls nearby.
Some new loves.





I must constantly see her cute face or else I’d die of missing her too much , haha!
We had our day out on new year and had the worst brunch ever.
We left our food after an act of tasting.
Forgive my sin for wasting food but it was utterly disgusting to be eaten.



Next, Greenbox for some sound pollution, I meant my singing.
We have the same pinkish camera
We are undoubtedly best buds!!!



How long had it been since the last time we did this?
Miss the sticker picture generation somehow.
In my opinion, this is wasting money, haha!
Tell me that you like this!

Wow, I miss my long hair.
Jane and I missed each other, we had our outing last month.
We shopped all day long.

Then, had dinner at Dragon-i.
Cute, aren’t she? She is my baby



Topshop, I saw people wearing like this by showing black lace bra.
So, I tried to copy them by showing my white bra.
NO LAH, this top was too loose for me!
By the way, I bought this high waist skirt, Jane bought a red one.
We have the same skirt



We were tired.
So, we went to have a rest and some ice cream.
The waiter likes her, haha!



Mr.Mel came to Pavilion to get us.
We went to Secret Recipe to get a cake for the birthday boy, Neng.
Jane was sicked, so we sent her home.
It was a surprise!!!



Then, the evil little brother, AJ wanted his elder brother to get drunk.
We went for the second round at Poppy.
It was empty, we were the only table of customers.
They said they had no chance to step onto the stage.
And there you go…



They appreciated the chance, man.
Hahahahahaha, AJ is going to kill me.



It was time for some shots.
He can drink, seriously.



With the birthday boy.



He said “the shots were nothing”
Watch your words, never challenge AJ, man.
He’ll make you die, no joke!
I think these 2 are disasters.

K.O.

So cool.
Puked in smart tunnel, can you?

Christmas is important to my family as it’s related to our religion.
I remember that I used to be excited to set up the Christmas tree.
Next day, we would wake up seeing presents under the tree.
I remember when I was so young.
I saw presents and I asked my dad “Did you meet Santa Claus last night?”
Dad said “No, daddy was sleeping.”
I frowned and asked “Are the presents from Santa Claus?”
My dad would always say yes of course.
I believed, *when I was young lah*
Then, church is “unavoidable”.
My sisters escaped this year as they were “busy”.
Can say that the youngest is always the unlucky one.


It was Christmas eve.
I was the organizer of Christmas family dinner at Mid Valley!!
It’s a must to dress up for Christmas! Cute?



I followed my sister’s car, we were late getting prepared.
Surprisingly, we reached the earliest, my sister is undoubtedly a dangerous driver.
Nobody can be thinner than my sister with her 170cm+ height.



No turkey this year.
Mum chose to have Chinese cuisine.
Mum is getting older , she is also chubby but still cute
Of course, she is my mother!
Let me show you my love love, still my love, always my love, forever my love.
Aren’t she elegant and beautiful? haha!



RM50 for this small plate of dish.
Yet, worth it, very tasty.



Oh man, this is my favourite.
I don’t mind eating this for the rest of my life.



Yum yum, they were preparing the Pecking duck skin rolls.



I hate this so much.
My parents always force me to eat this.



She is a VVIP, very hard to be invited.
My second sister, always the busy one.
Don’t blame me for posting such picture because this is the best picture I had.
I warned you not to move while I was taking pictures.
Wow, I looked so happy, big smile wei, haha.
p/s:I MISS MY LONG HAIR!!!



I always look short and tiny beside her.



After dinner, Boonie came to join me.
We were both lonely on Christmas eve, haha!
We had a drink in Starbucks.



Then, joined my family chilling at Irish bar.



Super Liverpool fan.



I have no boyfriend, didn’t expect to get any present.
Hmmm, so I bought myself a little present few days before Christmas.
Another Salvatore Ferragamo perfume for myself.



My sisters should thank me because I demanded presents from our Santa.
Didn’t expect him to really get us presents because 3 of us are grown-ups but he did
Thank you, my lovely Santa papa.
My eldest sister was the luckiest as her birthday was near, on January.
She got a poodle and Loius Vuitton Damier Azur Speedy.



Second sister’s choice.
As expensive as a BlackBerry, I still don’t find this phone good.
It’s up to her as long as she is happy and she likes it a lot.



This is of course my choice.
Oops, oily screen. Finally, I got my BlackBerry Bold 9700.
It was hard to use. I kept on sending wrong messages and also repeated sending messages.



What I want for Christmas is family…..and lover……and friends.
Jane and I celebrated…*at Dragon-i
Too bad, I don’t have a lover.
This proves that “FAMILY WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU”
Friends too, heheeeeeeeeeee.
Chinese New Year is coming, I advice all to have filial obedience, spend time with family!
I can’t wait for my Chinese New Year trip with my family, woot!

Woooo, I kissed my super long hair goodbye.
How short did you expect? Did I disappoint you?
No boasting, I “chopped” 40cm this time.
The great point is I didn’t cry nor complain.
I felt calmed after cutting, I even had an impetuous thinking to shave bald.
My mum asked me not to be crazy, she adores my long hair too.
I assure that she was worried because her daughter was acting weird.
She did ask me what makes me cut my hair before the hairstylist held her scissors.
I asked the hairstylist to cut all at once because I want to keep my hair as remembrance.
The hairstylist could only cut 20cm instead of more.
Because if she did, I would have shorter hair now.
Sad to see abundant of my hair on the floor, R.I.P. my lovely hair.


So many friends were being concerned because they thought something bad happened to me.
For your information, my hair is very precious to me, I started having long hair since fourteen.
I only trimmed few times in a year, I’ll never cut for no reason.
Long hair is so hard to be taken care, trust me.
It’s hard to wash, hard to dry.
Expensive for washing, dying, treatments, perming…
Ok, I’m stupid because I cut my hair after I dyed my long hair twice, very costly.
For your information again, I’ll only cut when something upsets me badly.
My readers should know, it’s a big deal for me to cut my hair, right?!
I cut twice last year, you know when, after G and K.


True, something is bothering me now.
I’m trying to control my feelings this time, trying not to let my feelings control me.
I really want a new ME, a new LIFE.
I don’t want to fail myself or anyone again.
I went extreme this time, I went the farthest I could.
I assuredly, indubitably, genuinely, completely don’t want to fail again.
Although I’m stuck now but I’m trying to shorten this emotional period.


Thank you, AJ for “enabling” me to sleep early tonight.
Thank you, Adele for the “door talk” in Aman Suria just now.
Yes, I’m going to bed at 1am today, it’s a good thing because I usually sleep at 6am.
p/s : My hair is so short for me, so not used to it


Please kindly tell me your opinion about my hair.
Is short nicer? Or you prefer me to have long hair?

It was my second time to Maison.
Met Adele there,

Me ♥ Adele.


Mr.Kimchi only gave me 20minutes to get myself into his car.
Simply did my make up and rushed out because it was a last minute plan for me.
It was bored for me at first because I only know Kimchi, Aaron and Adele there.
Thanks to Adele, she made me tipsy by giving me alcohol.
It was my first time drinking, being tipsy is quite awesome thou.

Me ♥ Kimchi too.



The birthday boy, Antonio on the second from the left.



The sober 3 of us.
Before Aaron and Kimchi got really drunk and high.



When I started drinking.
Kimchi was lost, he went “flirting around”



I was talking to him but he was posing to the camera.



Started.



Please don’t laugh your ass off because I LAUGHED MY ASS OFF.
Wow, I’m undeniably creative, can be a script writer.
This is the cutest picture ever! Love it, haha!



Felt like the ceiling was spinning.



Sober restraint after an hour.
Then, I couldn’t find Kimchi and Aaron, haha.
Oh, I finally found them in a corner.
Please laugh because I can’t stop laughing.
Look at their drunk faces and my wonderful edition, LOL LOL LOL!!!
Hahahahahahaha, Kimchi is going to kill me.



Then, we left to Canai and home next.
It was a great night, thanks to Kimchi for bringing me.
No more nonsense, I’m awaken from my dream and back to reality